STIRRINGS INSIDE ME

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Do you ever get so restless that your skin almost crawls at the very thought of sitting still? That's how I've been feeling lately. There's something stirring inside me, but I can't quite figure out what. I've gone through phases of boredom, anger, depression, elation, determination, ambition, and calm. And that's just in June! It's as if the universe is trying to point me in a direction, but hasn't decided what direction that is yet.

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In the past, when I've had these stirring feels, it's lead to two very distinct reactions. I either get extremely inspired and create like a mad-woman, or I runaway. Though I've had moments where running away seemed like the best bet, I'm beginning to feel as if this is about inspiration (and the lack there of, as of late). I've been going through a creative dry spell for sometime now, and could really use a boost.

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Summer feels like primetime for creative energy. Everything is so lush and full of life, it only makes sense that I would start to feel more alive too. In some ways I'm anxious to see where these stirrings take me, but the anticipation can be quite fun too. What's been inspiring you lately?